People will change but I never will.

I will always remember, but don t be shocked if they forget. I remember my clothing
and the scent of the morning. I'm sorry the tears just won't stop. And I'm the only one effected this family is useless. I ve still got more questions. I should have been there when you died; I should have been there when you left. I know it wasn't up to me, but I am taking all the blame. We should have talked more. His childhood's confusing. You fought till the end so why'd you give in? This will bring us closer, I hate to complain but Christmas just won't feel right. The front row is better and there's no emotion on the faces of the people I've grown to ignore. I should have been there when you died; I should have been there when you left. I know it wasn't up to me, but I am taking all the blame.